Day 5

 

Mood : D 1

Meds: Lithium 300mg

Notes: Still nauseous, anxious but being in this house at this point tbh, short fuse with the kids, I don't know what is going on there but I have to keep to myself, the sarcasm is dripping, Uncomfy asl around that man. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Sleeping like shit, napping

Fragment: Sadodosa? Possible slipping to someone else

Random:

• tried to seduce a girl in sims and failed
• then made an old woman his gf, the flirted a lot and shagged he gave her his apt key hop she doesn't die on me
• did i mention I feel like hurling?
• got another member! Really happy about that. Grateful
• trying to do some of the of the government work
• Writing was easier last night than it has been for a lil bit, felt inspired.
• i like tracking my streams on Ren, I am made competitive
• hate feeling like i take up space or that I am somewhere I am not wanted